FML. Not really, just let me sleep.

So I'm not in a good mood at the moment. I am overtired, stressed, unusually cold and a bit bored.

Mocks are in two weeks, and I have loads more than I thought I did coming up, which is rubbish. The teachers seem to think that we have no other subjects, and even if we do that theirs is the most important.

In English I'm only getting Bs, which sucks because I'm predicted As and A*s, so that's really annoying. Ugh. Apparently I need to "extend my paragraphs". How? When you reach the end of a paragraph, that's it. There is no more to say.

As well as this, I am now feeling lonely. I (think) that I have lots of friends, but I want a boyfriend, despite the fact I don't have the time, lots of the time, to see one. And the only guy who's interested is a spitting retard who thinks he's awesome, but he's not. Ugh.
Not a single boy I like is even remotely interested, which sucks. I need to get out more, but I generally suck on the social scene and go out mainly with girls, and the boys I meet up with are tards or fancy someone, who isn't me (sometimes thankfully, but I'll leave that for now).

Mum tells me to focus on my studies, like getting 100% in History and 19/20 in English and an A* in an unrevised Spanish mock wasn't enough.
She also wants me to look at Colleges and Unis, telling me that what I want to do is irrelevant in relation to which courses I take. Well, it is. If I wanted to be an archaeologist, I'd at least have to take History. And if I wanted to be an archivist, I'd probably have to take English as well. She wants me to be a solicitor, but I don't want anything to do with the law - I want something more interesting and something where people won't walk up and ask me questions so they don't have to pay someone to answer them.

I think I'm sorted on the College thing, though. Going to the Blue's 6th form and taking Spanish, English, History and Religion/Philosophy/Ethics.

Sorry to anyone who stumbles across this, so here's a load of stuff which made me laugh and some pretty things: https://crashtheninja.tumblr.com

Ah, good times.

Ashleigh's party before the barn dancing to Dragons Fly and the crazy dances with DJ Danny Longlegs.

wothlessuglyfatdumbuseless.beautifulinside.

So there's this thing for citizenship...

DEAD SKINNY MODELS AND STUFF IS BAD, OKAY?

REAL WOMEN HAVE WOBBLY BITS.

XD

www.forwhatbeuty.blogspot.com

ILOVEYOU

So, Tim and I are over and Max isn't interested, so I'm a lesbian now.

Jess Read and I are together :D

Ily baby xxx

What on Earth were you thinking?!

So, you're back with him.
After the insults, the upset, even the disgust, that you had for him, the insults YOU threw, the things YOU told me, and how you thought you'd figured it out this time.
And maybe no-one reading this will quite understand, but to quote the facebook page...


                            Ohhh, so you two are back together? Well that's great, because it really worked out the first 4638563857 times, didn't it??




Every single time you get BACK with him, one of you ends it AND YOU SILLY TWIT, YOU GET HURT. And that's not alright, because IF you haven't learned by now, I don't think you will. And YOU have told me this and I have seen it, that time on the bus, with the songs and playlists of how hurt you are, and how silly you were for believing it the last time, and how you related to the songs - and I don't think either if us want it to end like that again. 


Maybe I'm a cynic, and I don't trust people. Maybe that's it. But, long distance relationships don't usually work. And if it didn't work the first 4638563857 times in the same country, how will it work from another one? :-/


"I thought you were angry with him?"
"Well I was, and now I'm not..."


Am I allowed to ask WHY? :@










Frustration NOT vented, upset STILL niggling. Is this your best bimbo blonde moment yet, or is this the time it works out? 


Anyone reading this, spread no rumours ¬¬

Fuck Yeah Matt Smith's Wardrobe

My new favourite thing, ever, in the WHOLE WIDE WORLD at the moment is Fuck Yeah Matt Smith's Wardrobe, and Matt Smith. 

"Don't swear on your life. That's too mainstream. Swear on fish fingers and custard..."

HELLZYEAH.
Also a big fan of Karen Gillan because she's not mainstream either. She's creepy in the Pompeii episode, and that confused me because she was in Venice...then I sorted out my revision-muddled mind and made the distinction :D

 

= awesome.